*Foul-up*

I met an accident today and I was in the wrong side. I hit a Honda Jazz with my old Tiara..(well luckily its not new). The whole incident was my fault and Im truly deeply sorry and will be more aware next time plus the rest of my life time. After having a long thought, here's some of my mistakes done:
1) Wrong assumptions
»thinking that its green light and the vehicle is supposed to start moving
2) Do not aware that its a slope we are talking about
»why the hell I dont slam the brake faster?
3) Underestimate the power of tiredness
4) Mind wander elsewhere for one second or more
5) Accelarate too fast
6) Driving too fast in a road that I dont familier with

Yep. My mistakes. If I left out any mistakes, please kindly tell me =)
I would like to thanks all of my friends who were there with me during that incident. Here, I would like to express my graditude to you guys. Thanks for being there with me. You guys really helped me alot espeacially mentally. You guys spent almost 2 hours in that accident spot while my brother negotiated with the owner of the car. I really feel pai sei and really really appreciate all of you. Being there with me provided mental supports for me.By the way, Its not like I want to compare anything but Juey really helped me lots today. In one word, she helped me in everyway. WKYN=)

My vow:
DRIVE MORE CAREFULLY AND MIND DO NOT WANDER ELSEWHERE

Ja Ne~

*Alexander the Fifth*

*Sigh*...yes I've done it..but there was no sign of satisfication or joy in my heart. I've been waiting for the day to come and POOF...its over now. Well, if I had a choice I swear I would do no such thing.

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I gazed at him, yes, a him, breathing in deeply I told myself ''this is it, do it whether you like it or not''..... I held him, it was stil warm,comfortably warm... Sense of guilt hit me waves after waves. I swallowed hard. And so it began.........

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Five hours later, I patted his head lightly...rest in peace my little one.......I'll miss you.

Miss you...


Feelings, towards him....developed unconsiously in that five hours time..*sigh* I told myself he's dead but still, I dont feel like parting with him...perphaps a bond is formed between us...nawh. Thats quite impossible, what am i thinking? Well, it was his fate and I'm fated to do the job...nothing could change it.....

I looked at him fondly one last time before turned away...farewell my Alexander the Fifth........


Ja Ne~