*Fatalistic*

Perphaps one day everything will change...LOL!! what am I saying? Changes are what everything need to experience, its just a matter of time. Time would show us everything, everything that had changed.
If something,concrict or abstract, experience changes slowly,slow enough not to let you realize. One day, when you look back, and found that it had changed tremandously. What can you do? Scary huh.

Once, I was naive enough to believe that things wont change. It will stay just the way they are, the way it should be, apparently I was terribly wrong. Wrong enough to hurt myself deep.....

Its been so long......

Then, I thought as long I hold tight on it, I can at least follow right behind the changes. Once again, I was wrong. Again, wrong enough to hurt myself even deeper. It hurt more when you witness the changes.....

I gave up......

I should have see it coming, but I chose to ignore believing it that it would stay just the way they are,they way they should....well,fate decide everything and we have no control over it.

I dont believe in destiny, I believe in fate.........

Ja Ne~

*Off Day of Another*

*This is the exactly same text I copy from my phones LifeBlog..sorry for some grammar mistakes..wrote it there and then*

So tired now..exhausted..de car broke down wif steam coming out from de front boot n green fluid leaking out..gross..i kinda worry that the car might explode..i quickly run out of the car n grab my mobile phone behind the car seat..then i realize my phone is out of credit..urgh..what a day.. I stand at the roadside then an idea hit my mind..borrow phones from the motorist! luckily a kind middle-aged man agree to borrow me his mobile phone..i call my bro for help and he says he is coming..i thank the generous man sincerely and he left. While i was waiting for my bro..a muscular man stops nearby and offers help to me..he wants to help me to push my car aside..i reluctantly accept it..then that man asks me whether he can check what's wrong with my car..but i refuse.. I thanks him whole heartedly and he left.. I wait for about half and hour and received call from my bro saying that he just reached our machanic's place and i was like right..another quarter hour to go.....
*end LifeBlog*

So what happened next?
Well...nothing much..not a big deal..is just that 3 vehicles met accident because of me....a motorist was busy looking at my car and he crashed into a white proton wira, right after one second or two, another motor came crashing into the motorist and the white proton wira..worsening the accident......the bumper was like broke into two pieces and I could see clear cleavage on the car boot. The first motorist hurt his legs and arms and the second motorist hurt his legs... Then I saw the three victims looked at me suddenly and i quickly turned away fearing that they may put the blame on me.....
finally my bro and the machanic came and I rushed home for my chem tuition.
thats all.....

Ja Ne~