*Its Time*

A lovely day walking through fields of flowers,
Thinking you have all the powers,
Until you say we need to talk,
Then we go for a nice walk,
You say; I think our last day, will be today,
I sit here alone, watching you walk away.

hey! haven open my blog since i back from europe. Man..i miss the winter over there *was cursing the cold weather when i was half frozen =P* miss the snow, miss the chilling cold, miss the sensation of chiliing wind blow right into ur mouth and nose..LOL..why am i writing this? because im sweating right now even the fan is on!!! arggh!!!..
ok im good...
that trip make me realize alot..erm such as..ang mou is not what we thought they are..at least what i thought..polite..kind..gentleman..clean..friendly..helpful these elements are not found in many ang mou..they are just like us asians..some are good and some are not good..well they have something worth to praise..everywhere they go,they seems to bring a book along..lol..waiting for bus..in the tram..in the train..in the metro..90% of them are reading books..
about the cleanliness..well england and holland are clean..but paris...teruk la..rubbish alot..and some of their toilets are not really clean..
caught a flu due to the cold weather and the condition worsen thanks to the eiffel tower..
going to post the ''diary'' i wrote in my phone everyday incase i something happen to my phone..


Ja Ne~

*confused*

I'm confused.
That second could be so good, and the next second could be so heart brokening. Perphaps there's some miscommunication, perphaps i was so hated that i have to receive such treatment. Well, as long the first party feels good with it, i have to be fine with it.

Learned

I learned this is not everything. In fact, nothing is everything.

I learned promises can be made easily and be broken easily. In fact, breaking a promise is so much easier than making a promise.

I learned what is it today will not be the same tomorrow. In fact, what is it now will be different in the next second.

I learned caring too much for someone is another way of annoying someone. In fact, simple gesture of care could annoy someone so much.

I learned three potassium ions pumped in and 2 sodium ions pumped out. Membrane of axon is more permeable to potassium ions so it diffuse out. Making the axon more negative. This is resting potential......


Ja Ne~

*Mental note*

sigh...was just saying out what i think..my personal opinion,my view,my thoughts,my ways..it does not involve anyone in it,its about me,about how i do this and that..
Learnt my lesson, choose my word carefully that is.=)

*Thoughts*

It's time to face it...
face the fact...
face the reality...
face what you are meant to meet...
face the truth...

the world don't evolve around you,
you are not the center of everything,
you don't expect people around you to see things as what you see,

sometimes,
you think the one closest to you understand you,
maybe they are not,
not at all.

when someone wish to spend their time,
they will be there for you,
when they do not wish to do so,
they are gone...

By the way, a notes for me, mutation between us is occurring.

*null*

Feels so....argggh dont know how to describe that feeling...

why......why it ended up like this??

what did i do??.........