What the??!! LOL!! I know im stupid but like below 50%?? Gosh...speechless. Oh well, nevermind..at least im smarter than 40% of others =P~~ Hmmm 151 of IQ..wonder its good or bad=\
Ahhh!!~Its been so long since I sign in Blogger..-.- then i finally decided some update must be done somehow and yep,im here...........(<.< *what??!!..lost in words......) Seriously, I got nothing to write =\..
Okay FINE!!!
Here's a message for YOU: Dont mess with me or i'll giv u a piece of my mind..so stay away from me!!Dont you ever feel tired saying those pointless empty sentences which contribute nothing but a waste of time listening to it? Its not like you cant say anything nice...its just..arghh..if u meant to say something to make other laugh, at least think before you open your mouth..They say anyone has sense of humour...i doubt it now... What you yourself think is funny, other might not think so. Your ridiculous sentences are testing my patience each day and getting steps closer to the limit.
Ooh and, please dont tell me or her and another her anything about your pathetic 'plans'. I or We have no interest in it. Tell it to other who cares... And and, I just cant believe you could have negative feelings towards that 'nice girl'. You did'nt say it out but we all know you ''bs''(=P) her. Hmmph!!
Okay...much much better~...
Im good =D
Ja Ne~
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Tummy Yummy......Or Not
Booya~
After taking advice from the president of the counsellor of my school =P who happened to sit beside me, i realised that some content I wrote in mt previous blog may cause emotional disturbance to someone who is close to me =). Well, i would like to ''eat'' back what I said previously and never mention anything about the incident anymore if it would make you happy. Better now? =)
Btw, my tummy hurts =(..I think I have taken something that does'nt agree with me..... hmmm..what did i ate yesterday? Well...Hokkien mee for lunch..extra spicy curry and bread for tea.. dinner at Gor Tiao Lor, ordered malamian (FYI,it cost only rm4!!! Two huge prawn for you!! *warning* don't, I say don't, ever keep a prawn in your mouth......unless you want to know how is it like to keep a finger in your mouth...this is serious...). The next morning,which is today, took roti canai with curry poured all over on it for breakfast. Did i mention i ate curry mee for supper yesterday night?
I wonder how is my stomach's condition right now...no, I don't wanna know... Aiks...what i 'took in' yesterday, the consequences will be 'channeled out' today...or tomorrow.....
After taking advice from the president of the counsellor of my school =P who happened to sit beside me, i realised that some content I wrote in mt previous blog may cause emotional disturbance to someone who is close to me =). Well, i would like to ''eat'' back what I said previously and never mention anything about the incident anymore if it would make you happy. Better now? =)
Btw, my tummy hurts =(..I think I have taken something that does'nt agree with me..... hmmm..what did i ate yesterday? Well...Hokkien mee for lunch..extra spicy curry and bread for tea.. dinner at Gor Tiao Lor, ordered malamian (FYI,it cost only rm4!!! Two huge prawn for you!! *warning* don't, I say don't, ever keep a prawn in your mouth......unless you want to know how is it like to keep a finger in your mouth...this is serious...). The next morning,which is today, took roti canai with curry poured all over on it for breakfast. Did i mention i ate curry mee for supper yesterday night?
I wonder how is my stomach's condition right now...no, I don't wanna know... Aiks...what i 'took in' yesterday, the consequences will be 'channeled out' today...or tomorrow.....
Monday, March 2, 2009
*Guilty Conscience*
I stood there, away from her. Watching her talked and laughed. I could not stop the sense of guilt came rushing and filling my heart,my stomach cramped; spreading to my lungs...almost suffocating me....I took in a deep sharp breath, trying to ease the uncomfortable feeling locked inside my heart and apparently it did not work. Guilty conscience-its all i could feel. Looking into her eyes now took my courages and strength.
It will never be the same again,never...
It was all my fault, purely. If it was not me, she will be fine... It was me who brought nothing but this misery to her.... I'm the only one to be blamed, I put myself at fault. I sighed deeply.
She told me it was not my fault and things which meant to erase the sense of guilt. I knew that more or less she would somehow blamed me for that incident. Well, the damage is done.......nothing could be done now.
There is no turning back..... I doubt whether things could be same again, like always.
I tilted my head and saw her walking towards me. I caught a glimpse of her eyes and swore i saw something in there.....disappointment? hurt? hatred? I do not wish to reveal. Swallowing hard, I plastered a smile on my face. She smiled back. My stomach cramped again, with guilt and regrets. I shook my head slightly, trying to get rid of this feeling, at least temporarily.
Maybe, if she put the blame on me, I would feel better. I would rather let her yell at my face for bringing her into this than smiling to me......
She treated me so well and yet what have i done to her? I dont deserve this. I dont deserve everything she had done for and to me, I dont.
Its too late to apologize......
Stealing a quick glance at her before she left, i made a mental note- be independant, no more troubles for her.
Perphaps, the best way is to keep a distance from her, for her afterall. I do not know...or just do not want to know..............
Ja Ne~
It will never be the same again,never...
It was all my fault, purely. If it was not me, she will be fine... It was me who brought nothing but this misery to her.... I'm the only one to be blamed, I put myself at fault. I sighed deeply.
She told me it was not my fault and things which meant to erase the sense of guilt. I knew that more or less she would somehow blamed me for that incident. Well, the damage is done.......nothing could be done now.
There is no turning back..... I doubt whether things could be same again, like always.
I tilted my head and saw her walking towards me. I caught a glimpse of her eyes and swore i saw something in there.....disappointment? hurt? hatred? I do not wish to reveal. Swallowing hard, I plastered a smile on my face. She smiled back. My stomach cramped again, with guilt and regrets. I shook my head slightly, trying to get rid of this feeling, at least temporarily.
Maybe, if she put the blame on me, I would feel better. I would rather let her yell at my face for bringing her into this than smiling to me......
She treated me so well and yet what have i done to her? I dont deserve this. I dont deserve everything she had done for and to me, I dont.
Its too late to apologize......
Stealing a quick glance at her before she left, i made a mental note- be independant, no more troubles for her.
Perphaps, the best way is to keep a distance from her, for her afterall. I do not know...or just do not want to know..............
Ja Ne~
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